'eh, nape tak bgtau awal2?'
'kte dah agak dah..'
'oh, nape akak simpan lame sgt b4 bgtau ktrg..'
'awl sgtla akak..'
'wah, bgslah..nnt kita ada anak angkat batch nih' (haish!)
'takpe akak, ktrg blh tlg jgkan, byk baby sitters nih..' (hee.tq 4 dat offer =p)
'akak, sihat?' pd stiap kali jmpa ---> RAMAI sgt sgt tny soalan nih..tq 4 being concern ya!
'bertambahlah lg barakah..alhamdulillah' (ameen)
em, itula antara respon berbaur rasa eager nak tau, n disebabkan mls nk pjgkan sms or perckpn or sbb takde ms sgt nk cite, i promised quite a number of people to write in this blog.n now, here comes the story.. =) hee, baca kaih..a long bedtime story nih =p
erm, sebetulnya, i didnt notice bout this pregnancy, until i bled while waiting for my period..hehe.yes, it was supposed to be my period, tp kaler 'lain' (girls, its important to distingusih btween ur fresh blood n the other one ya! =p)sbb tak rasa pening ke, loya ke, muntah ke, cuma pnt skt..but i guess it was a result of my body yg tired kot, aft about 1 month marriage.yela, kls kul 8-6pm, then trs tmn hubby mkn kt luar, solat mgrb same, isyak,study same, bout midnite br blk..n disebabkan itula hubby pujuk stay luar..tp disebabkn degil tanak pisah ngn kwn,nk stay updated dgn hal kampus n kononnya mcm tak ptg sgt pn n blh jimat skt(my claim.heh.mrs. excuses), walid yg sorang tu pn mengalah.. n now aft tau, br la reti nk muntah la, loya la, tak blh msk air masakla, tak blh mkn nasi lg..haish, psycho btl! =p
Tp ALLAH itu Maha Merancang kan? The GReatest Planner.hm, baik cane pn kt rs plan kt, at the end, ALLAH's plan is still IS the best one. Seriesly, i feel like ALLAH is helping us to replan our future..em, jujurnya, stiap psngan yg berkahwin time blaja msti at least ade prncangan gini, 'we'll have d bb aft grad', kan? em, tp itula, above all, ALLAH is the
greatest planner..ditentukanNya jln ini agak lain dr kwn2 yg se'club'..bcoz i believe, ALLAH wants me to learn more n be matured (u dun hav any idea on how childish i am.heh!) n be more serious wt our life..lalu diberiNya hadiah ini (^_^)
Bercerita lanjut ttg ini, byk juga tanda2 yg bl fkr2 blk, mmbw kpd conclusion
'oh, ok.ALLAH wants us to keep d bb'..
1.Theoretically, sume couple yg tjbk dlm early marriage nih, mst ad prancngan utk at least ada st precaution step(or may be many of them). smgatnyela km mencari2,tp, km mghadapi mslh utk mdptkan pmbekal lah, timing tak btl, hrga mhl sgt, tpt jauh yg tak tercapai, takde bekalan, dh pndh tpt, kn tgg turn yg lm..its like ALLAH was giving me a hint,
' 'atiqah, hold kejap..not dat fast to have that'
2. Sktr seminggu atau 2 mggu sblm tau psl hal ini, we dreamt about having babies around us. em, jujurnya, mmgla kalo dh kawin tu, possibilitynya tgg nk mmpi gitu, sbb d insticnt is there..sdgkan kalo tak marry pn blh mmpi =p tp yg 'best'nya my rummate bgn dgn keadaan tkjt one day, bl dia mmpi dat i told her dat i want to have a bb pd sem dpn..ha, then i thought
'ALLAH nk kt ada bb ke?'
(jujurnya, sy mmg ade instinct bhw sy akan kahwin n ada bb time blajar =) once, i had wished on dat pn..n i dun think its wrong at all..coz kalo dh grad nnt, at least we have a cute a lil toad oready wt us =) one is a gud number then..n now ALLAH grant me dat wish.TQ ALLAH! ur GREAT =))
3. Pg b4 pg klinik, trgn sgt bc quran lbh page dr yg biasa..n ada 3 ayat yg ditemui,buatkn sy bhenti lama n tfkr :
'Jgnlah km bnh ank km disebabkn tkt akan kemiskinan'
'Allah tak akan bebankan kamu dgn sesuatu yg kamu tak mampu nk tanggung'
'Jika kamu berasa sempit dada(sesak dgn mcm2 hal), maka kembalilah kpd Quran'
hm..lm sy fkr..n i start to believe dat ALLAH wants us to have a bb..n he's giving us signs on dat..d moment is bout to reveal..
(trasa sggh akn hint dr ALLAH ktk bc ayt2 nih..bkn tak pnh jmp or ngulang quran b4 diz, tp kali ni 'lain'..)
4. Mcm yg dckpkn b4 this, i wudnt know bout this pregnancy kalo bkn sbb bleeding tu. i had bout several series of bleeding, but the colour was 'weird'.ok.its d colour of bloodla of course, heh tp bkn mcm drh period..n we went to d doc n d test was done..n we learnt aft dat yg khamilan ini ade possibility utk gugur n d doc wanted to wait until 'bsr' skt utk ultrasound to see d heart beat .em, nila sbb bsr nape ktrg tak bgtau sape2 pn..xcept kt blog nih, yg strsnya dijumpai oleh rmai org =)
(seriesly d heartbeat is SGT COMEL ktk berdegup n detected kt skrin tu.doc pn xcited.walid?em,walid syp je time doc brief.tekun btl dgr.fokus2.heh!)
5. Tak brapa lama aft ktrg tau psl brt khamilan nih, si walid dpt kol dr pakciknya, bgtau wife beliau gugur..dh 3 bln prgnant..
'Is it d way ALLAH telling us to accept this..? ironinya, bl st phk mnrm brt sdh n st lg brt gmbira, utk gantkan brt sdh itu..barangkali..mcm kes syeikh muzaffar n abg ke adiknye ntah..org ckp berganti nyawa..ha, do u believe in dat? =p
6. In fact, i was bout to undergo DnC pr
ocedure when d doc recommended dat, aft a lot more series of bleeding.doc tkt jd kracunan dlm drh nnt kalo lmbat act.kuar dr klinik, walid dh syp, walid sdh..n ibu plk ok je.Bg ibu, kalo ALLAH rs bgs bg bb hdp, hdpkan dia..n kalo bgs bg bb sblknya, ibu redha je..n aft lm jgk tgg kt hosptl, ktrg blk dgn muka walid yg amat hepi..ya, tak jd proceed to DnC sbb tak ckp requirement 4 me to be warded n have dat procedure pn..
'ALLAH is showing d sign dat He wants us to celebrate His gift..' i believe..
7. Dlm wkt tdkt je, i learned dat i have to play basketball utk interbatch match, but it turned out dat d match was postponed, shgga aft midsem..lega..
'ALLAH nk bb nih terjaga kot, jauh dr sbrg possibility utk lbh 'menggugurkan' dia '
N now, aft d 8th week, km blhla mnrk nafas lega sdkt apbl mlht heart beat bb kt skrin during ultrasound lps, sgt melegakan,hearing d doc said, 'ok.gud.d bb is alive n d progress is at normal level..' n we r ready enuff to share d story wt u all..=) tq 4 being supportive ya! even dh ada kwn walid yg bg buku utk raikan kdtgn bb nih..Tq tau..they are so useful, no doubt! =)
Em,sungguh, byk sgt bnda yg dipelajari dlm tmph about 3 bln kahwin nih. yg pnting, amat trasa bhw ALLAH AMAT DEKAT n akn tlg adjust ape yg ptt dlm hdp nih..byk kali sgt dah ALLAH tolong...hmm, byk org tny ape rs kahwin?best ke, enjoy ke, cne rs jd isteri..actually, its more than that..more than best n enjoy..ia membuatkan kamu trasa ALLAH dkt..seryes! n btapa ALLAH HEBAT, bl Dia mmbri yg terbaik utk kamu, sesuai dgn prangai km.contoh? plg nyata, ibu malas, walid rajin.uhuh!amat complement kan? =p TQ ALLAH..
(sebenarnya, ibu akan malas bl walid rajin.heh!)
n one more thing..ha, yg dh n akan bergelar isteri..DENGAR CAKAP husband kamu ya..dia kt nk dok luar,ha, trm je..kn dh kena dok luar skrg..=p ihih..lg best n lg jimat, even jauh skt dr kwn..n takdela outdated sgt, bl blog kls blh dijadikan rujukan..being effective at maximum level..kan dh ckp, ALLAH tolong cover..told ya! (~_^)
ALLAH,
Engkaulah SAHAJA tpt kami sembah dan Engkaulah jua tp km memohon pertolongan..
Show us the right path..owez n 4eva..ameen.
p/s : sy sdg menghadapi mslh utk mkn nasi n minum air masak n make sure tak muntah RIGHT AFTER makan. bnda lain pn..tp sdh sbb tak blh mkn yg ptg, mcm ns n air msk tu..=( As a result, perut trasa kosong n mcm gastrik slalu..ade idea tak? em,bnda msm2 tak menjadi ye.bb says 'no!' =p Do u mind to help?anyone?
'kte dah agak dah..'
'oh, nape akak simpan lame sgt b4 bgtau ktrg..'
'awl sgtla akak..'
'wah, bgslah..nnt kita ada anak angkat batch nih' (haish!)
'takpe akak, ktrg blh tlg jgkan, byk baby sitters nih..' (hee.tq 4 dat offer =p)
'akak, sihat?' pd stiap kali jmpa ---> RAMAI sgt sgt tny soalan nih..tq 4 being concern ya!
'bertambahlah lg barakah..alhamdulillah' (ameen)
em, itula antara respon berbaur rasa eager nak tau, n disebabkan mls nk pjgkan sms or perckpn or sbb takde ms sgt nk cite, i promised quite a number of people to write in this blog.n now, here comes the story.. =) hee, baca kaih..a long bedtime story nih =p
erm, sebetulnya, i didnt notice bout this pregnancy, until i bled while waiting for my period..hehe.yes, it was supposed to be my period, tp kaler 'lain' (girls, its important to distingusih btween ur fresh blood n the other one ya! =p)sbb tak rasa pening ke, loya ke, muntah ke, cuma pnt skt..but i guess it was a result of my body yg tired kot, aft about 1 month marriage.yela, kls kul 8-6pm, then trs tmn hubby mkn kt luar, solat mgrb same, isyak,study same, bout midnite br blk..n disebabkan itula hubby pujuk stay luar..tp disebabkn degil tanak pisah ngn kwn,nk stay updated dgn hal kampus n kononnya mcm tak ptg sgt pn n blh jimat skt(my claim.heh.mrs. excuses), walid yg sorang tu pn mengalah.. n now aft tau, br la reti nk muntah la, loya la, tak blh msk air masakla, tak blh mkn nasi lg..haish, psycho btl! =p
Tp ALLAH itu Maha Merancang kan? The GReatest Planner.hm, baik cane pn kt rs plan kt, at the end, ALLAH's plan is still IS the best one. Seriesly, i feel like ALLAH is helping us to replan our future..em, jujurnya, stiap psngan yg berkahwin time blaja msti at least ade prncangan gini, 'we'll have d bb aft grad', kan? em, tp itula, above all, ALLAH is the
greatest planner..ditentukanNya jln ini agak lain dr kwn2 yg se'club'..bcoz i believe, ALLAH wants me to learn more n be matured (u dun hav any idea on how childish i am.heh!) n be more serious wt our life..lalu diberiNya hadiah ini (^_^)Bercerita lanjut ttg ini, byk juga tanda2 yg bl fkr2 blk, mmbw kpd conclusion
'oh, ok.ALLAH wants us to keep d bb'..
1.Theoretically, sume couple yg tjbk dlm early marriage nih, mst ad prancngan utk at least ada st precaution step(or may be many of them). smgatnyela km mencari2,tp, km mghadapi mslh utk mdptkan pmbekal lah, timing tak btl, hrga mhl sgt, tpt jauh yg tak tercapai, takde bekalan, dh pndh tpt, kn tgg turn yg lm..its like ALLAH was giving me a hint,
' 'atiqah, hold kejap..not dat fast to have that'
2. Sktr seminggu atau 2 mggu sblm tau psl hal ini, we dreamt about having babies around us. em, jujurnya, mmgla kalo dh kawin tu, possibilitynya tgg nk mmpi gitu, sbb d insticnt is there..sdgkan kalo tak marry pn blh mmpi =p tp yg 'best'nya my rummate bgn dgn keadaan tkjt one day, bl dia mmpi dat i told her dat i want to have a bb pd sem dpn..ha, then i thought
'ALLAH nk kt ada bb ke?'
(jujurnya, sy mmg ade instinct bhw sy akan kahwin n ada bb time blajar =) once, i had wished on dat pn..n i dun think its wrong at all..coz kalo dh grad nnt, at least we have a cute a lil toad oready wt us =) one is a gud number then..n now ALLAH grant me dat wish.TQ ALLAH! ur GREAT =))
3. Pg b4 pg klinik, trgn sgt bc quran lbh page dr yg biasa..n ada 3 ayat yg ditemui,buatkn sy bhenti lama n tfkr :
'Jgnlah km bnh ank km disebabkn tkt akan kemiskinan'
'Allah tak akan bebankan kamu dgn sesuatu yg kamu tak mampu nk tanggung'
'Jika kamu berasa sempit dada(sesak dgn mcm2 hal), maka kembalilah kpd Quran'
hm..lm sy fkr..n i start to believe dat ALLAH wants us to have a bb..n he's giving us signs on dat..d moment is bout to reveal..
(trasa sggh akn hint dr ALLAH ktk bc ayt2 nih..bkn tak pnh jmp or ngulang quran b4 diz, tp kali ni 'lain'..)
4. Mcm yg dckpkn b4 this, i wudnt know bout this pregnancy kalo bkn sbb bleeding tu. i had bout several series of bleeding, but the colour was 'weird'.ok.its d colour of bloodla of course, heh tp bkn mcm drh period..n we went to d doc n d test was done..n we learnt aft dat yg khamilan ini ade possibility utk gugur n d doc wanted to wait until 'bsr' skt utk ultrasound to see d heart beat .em, nila sbb bsr nape ktrg tak bgtau sape2 pn..xcept kt blog nih, yg strsnya dijumpai oleh rmai org =)
(seriesly d heartbeat is SGT COMEL ktk berdegup n detected kt skrin tu.doc pn xcited.walid?em,walid syp je time doc brief.tekun btl dgr.fokus2.heh!)
5. Tak brapa lama aft ktrg tau psl brt khamilan nih, si walid dpt kol dr pakciknya, bgtau wife beliau gugur..dh 3 bln prgnant..
'Is it d way ALLAH telling us to accept this..? ironinya, bl st phk mnrm brt sdh n st lg brt gmbira, utk gantkan brt sdh itu..barangkali..mcm kes syeikh muzaffar n abg ke adiknye ntah..org ckp berganti nyawa..ha, do u believe in dat? =p
6. In fact, i was bout to undergo DnC pr
ocedure when d doc recommended dat, aft a lot more series of bleeding.doc tkt jd kracunan dlm drh nnt kalo lmbat act.kuar dr klinik, walid dh syp, walid sdh..n ibu plk ok je.Bg ibu, kalo ALLAH rs bgs bg bb hdp, hdpkan dia..n kalo bgs bg bb sblknya, ibu redha je..n aft lm jgk tgg kt hosptl, ktrg blk dgn muka walid yg amat hepi..ya, tak jd proceed to DnC sbb tak ckp requirement 4 me to be warded n have dat procedure pn..'ALLAH is showing d sign dat He wants us to celebrate His gift..' i believe..
7. Dlm wkt tdkt je, i learned dat i have to play basketball utk interbatch match, but it turned out dat d match was postponed, shgga aft midsem..lega..
'ALLAH nk bb nih terjaga kot, jauh dr sbrg possibility utk lbh 'menggugurkan' dia '
N now, aft d 8th week, km blhla mnrk nafas lega sdkt apbl mlht heart beat bb kt skrin during ultrasound lps, sgt melegakan,hearing d doc said, 'ok.gud.d bb is alive n d progress is at normal level..' n we r ready enuff to share d story wt u all..=) tq 4 being supportive ya! even dh ada kwn walid yg bg buku utk raikan kdtgn bb nih..Tq tau..they are so useful, no doubt! =)
Em,sungguh, byk sgt bnda yg dipelajari dlm tmph about 3 bln kahwin nih. yg pnting, amat trasa bhw ALLAH AMAT DEKAT n akn tlg adjust ape yg ptt dlm hdp nih..byk kali sgt dah ALLAH tolong...hmm, byk org tny ape rs kahwin?best ke, enjoy ke, cne rs jd isteri..actually, its more than that..more than best n enjoy..ia membuatkan kamu trasa ALLAH dkt..seryes! n btapa ALLAH HEBAT, bl Dia mmbri yg terbaik utk kamu, sesuai dgn prangai km.contoh? plg nyata, ibu malas, walid rajin.uhuh!amat complement kan? =p TQ ALLAH..
(sebenarnya, ibu akan malas bl walid rajin.heh!)
n one more thing..ha, yg dh n akan bergelar isteri..DENGAR CAKAP husband kamu ya..dia kt nk dok luar,ha, trm je..kn dh kena dok luar skrg..=p ihih..lg best n lg jimat, even jauh skt dr kwn..n takdela outdated sgt, bl blog kls blh dijadikan rujukan..being effective at maximum level..kan dh ckp, ALLAH tolong cover..told ya! (~_^)
ALLAH,
Engkaulah SAHAJA tpt kami sembah dan Engkaulah jua tp km memohon pertolongan..
Show us the right path..owez n 4eva..ameen.
p/s : sy sdg menghadapi mslh utk mkn nasi n minum air masak n make sure tak muntah RIGHT AFTER makan. bnda lain pn..tp sdh sbb tak blh mkn yg ptg, mcm ns n air msk tu..=( As a result, perut trasa kosong n mcm gastrik slalu..ade idea tak? em,bnda msm2 tak menjadi ye.bb says 'no!' =p Do u mind to help?anyone?